Really?????

so I'm reading Facebook comments and I read: "apparently research shows that by having "thicker" women on magazine covers and in commercials it sends signals to our brains that say "oh, it's okay to be fat and eat whatever I want to.. so why should i stop now?" and believe it or not.. i kind of agree to what they are saying."
ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME????? At what point in this lifetime did we give up all accountability? at what point do we embrace the ridicules?? it's no wonder the Economy is shit, there aren't any jobs and by the time I retire there won't be social security... we spend so much time passing the buck we can't get anything done!!!
We are a nation of litigious, lazy, no account unteachable heathens.
We will pay lip service to what we think others want to her.. "praise God" " no child left behind" all the while out of the other side of our mouths we are putting the responsibility on someone else. It's not the drunks fault that he drove over and killed 12 people... it's the bartenders, and the bar owners, and hell let's even sue the liquor manufacturer while we're down there...
It would never occur to people to accept responsibility for there own actions.
HOW CAN ANYONE BE TAUGHT???????
you cannot teach someone the right way to do something if they do not accept that they have done it wrong. Mistakes are part of life and not everyone makes the team!!!!!
Holy Crap that makes me so pissed!!!

Lonely

I lived alone once. A long time ago. I hated it.. every minute of it... I don't like what happens to me when I am all alone. I think about things that I should not I want to do things that I should not.
My hubby asked me the other day "why do you always have the tv on or the radio or a wave machine? what is the problem with silence?"
Are you kidding?? what is the problem?? IT'S TOO LOUD!!!!!!! it's loud in my head, it's loud in my heart it makes me feel bruised and bitter. it makes me want to sleep forever